Life's not serious

You wake up with
blood on your head
and you have it on
Your hands too. Made
Me paranoid,
everyone is there
with mixed opinion.
Where do I get the care?
Down the hospital
stitched the wound
Got me bed
Down and bound.
Wake up again sea
Of pain I'm foam
Floating dispersing
Outside my zone.
I got time to lay
And the memories play.
Blank blank blanko
What do I do?
How come thing got
This worse no ni Nein no
I have to watch
Where I sleep
And Don't let it fall
But I'm a sheep
With no call
But headed to
The sea again.